hmm update update update.....
well i'm finally doing something that i actually love...whether or not i'm good at it
i'm also losing weight as well and i'm finally feeling like i'm where i'm meant to be
well that was a short update
laters


melodramai know that i am strange and never quite make sense i'll tell you what i'm thinking while keeping up my defencemelodrama
i want you to really see how i'm feeling right now i try and try to open up but i just can't see quite how
i hurt the ones that love me cos i don't want to cry i say to them it doesn't matter when i know that it's a lie
i know i am a drama queen who can drive you mad but in truth i'd rather die that let you know why i'm sad
i didn't want to let him go i wanted to hold on tight but i knew he'd have t


.....watch as they laugh smile and cry each is an act for the public eye.....
hear what they say watch them deceive think you're ok but just don't believe
watch the world stumble crash and burn as flames of hate consume each of us in our turn
hear the screams of the fallen those we called friend as they writhe in pain and slowly meet their end
watch brother and brother in torment cry out as they drive in their blades ignoring all doubt
hear the creeping of demons the flutter of wings here


random poem....againyou look into my eyes and watch as i cry 'it isn't over for us' you smile and lierandom poem....again
you stride away quickly as i try to stand with my heart held tight in the palm of your hand
the hole in my chest where my heart used to beat was too much to handle lying dead at your feet
i loved you as truly as those knights of old trapped in their stories of damsels and gold
but a pure noble knight to me you are not another is here now is everything you're not
but somewhere deep inside in the darkest o


alone againsmile as you cry laugh as you scream grin as you die this isn't a dreamalone again
hear what they say watch them deceive think you're okay but just don't believe
know how die and know how to live know what it is to cry and how to forgive
cry in the night when nobody hears turn your face from the light and live with your fears
watch the world crumble and turn into ash know how to be humble and see your heart smash
you wind up there broken alone in the cold no words of hope spoken no o
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There was a barber and his wife
And he was beautiful
A proper artist with a knife
But they transported him for life
And he was beautiful...
L: Barker his name was, Benjamin Barker...
S: What was his crime?
L: Foolishness...
~Sweeney Todd
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"The good Lord never gives you more than you can handle. Unless you die of something."
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Time is what stops things happening all at once
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A Curse is merely a Blessing in disguise.
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A Curse is merely a Blessing in disguise.
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This is your life, and its ending one minute at a time.
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